Thoughts.

1. Why do people judge?

2. Guys need to learn to have a proper facial cleansing routine.

3. Why the hell am I so lucky to have you?

4. Where am I?

5. What’s the next step?

Content.

I dare say I’m pretty happy these days although there’s internship (which sucks the life outta me – tiringggggg) I’m kinda excited about the future. 1 more yr to the next step, I won’t say I’m not afraid.

I’ll deal with whatever comes one at a time. Just checking in to say I’m alive & kickin’!

xx

My favourite Retard in the world <3

(U)

Dearest Winnie,

Sometimes I wonder why we’re bestfriends… Maybe it’s times like these that I see why. I know it’s tough and I hate that you have to go through all these by yourself ): I wished I could be there for you. I don’t know why we’re both so fucked up but I know it’ll only get better from here. Although I’m sucha heartless bitch, I’ll unbreak your heart alright? ): No matter what happens, I’ll be here. I miss you so much. I have so much to tell you. And I need you to be there for me when I cry. Tell you secrets and know how you won’t judge me. We need each other, love. Give me a hug please?

Always,
Jacq

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Heals me

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

You’re like the morning air 
Before the light arrives
No more lonely and
No more night
No more secrets to hide

Maybe it’s because I’m crazy,
Maybe it’s because I just can’t,
Honestly tell you what I want.
It’s never enough to stay still and hold you

Answer Machine

Today’s gotta be one of the weirdest day ever – in terms of emotions.

There’s little certainty in life. All that planning and forecasting and prepping were just security blankets to cover our own insecurities. Truth is, you can never expect life to fall into a straight line. It’s pretty much a test of endurance, perseverance, mental and emotional strength. The Winner always turn out to be that Loser who refuses to give up! 

Whoever you are or whatever shit you’re facing, remember: It’s in your hands :)

:S

I got in, immersion programme i mean. Well, no more hols! Internship instead :D Mixed feelings but i look forward to it.

On a side note, I think im going crazy from school! I mistook my nail polish remover as my toner and i actually HAD THAT THING ON MY FACE FOR A MINUTE BEFORE I REALISED :/ Im nuts really.

Always – Bon Jovi

I’ll be there till the stars don’t shine
Till the heavens burst and words don’t rhyme
And I know when I die you’ll be on my mind
And I’ll love you always

Heehee I sang this like at least 20 times today while spring cleaning my room, ask chris! Im now all prepared for week 17. Bring it on, baby!

(Sick) & Tired.

Mostly sick. 

I keep getting confused over who’s Ivy and who’s Roger! Must be the shitloads of projects/project groups & tests that will go on forever and ever and ever and ever up until CNY (which I don’t really look forward to) and following right behind comes the bomb! EXAMS ):

Life, is……, a paaaaa-ahhhh-iiii-nnnnn ): Why is there like GEMs presentation and UCCD CA on the 12th of Feb ): That’s like eve’s eve of CNY! WHYYYYYYYYY WHYYYYYYY WHYYYYYYY 6 BLEEDING LONG CHAPTERS OF UCCD )’: why!!!!!! Omg, when will I ever find time to buy the necessary (ahem) stuff ): and CNY is freak no shitting, V’day! I knew it long ago BUT……….. i seriously doubt there’s be much left of me after the dreadful week 17 is over )’: x973014732742

Week 17 

8th Feb – HRIS Lab Test/ Negotiation CA 
9th Feb – TD report & presentation
10th Feb – RM report
11th Feb – Yay no deadlines but gotta mug your ass off for UCCD :/
12th Feb – Gems presentation & UCCD CA @ 510pm ):  

Yay then finally after the whole term of torture, woohoo CNY!!! But no….. it’s called study week. For you, i mean me, to mug. For exams on 23rd & 25th Feb ): 

Yay no time to think, my strategy 走一步，看一步。船到桥头自然直! Chink much, pick me pick me!!!! 

Signing off,

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