She tried to blunt me so I'd fit.

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apeculiarfit — Tue, 11 May 2010 13:56:07 +0000

:) new tumblr!!!!!

Days are long

apeculiarfit — Thu, 06 May 2010 01:56:59 +0000

Days are really going by so quickly :( It’s already May! Thinking about what the future holds is….sigh, gets tiring sometimes. You have hopes and dreams and certainly goals but setting the bar too high, you just keep falling short of expectations. Tired of disappointments. And this is merely the beginning of it all, le sigh!

Despite being the emo bitch I am, I think I’m learning to ride the waves. Nothing really is impossible if you put yourself into it. Short of cash? Work for it! Not getting good grades? Work HARD for it. Need to build solid relationships? Work on it! It’s really about determination & perseverance! And just how damn much you want it! There really isn’t something that’s unachievable, I guess you really reap what you sow.

Thank you Bean for injecting positivity into my life <3 Life, you can tire me out, but you'll never take me down!!!!

This is so very random but thank you Friends, for making me feel at home whenever I'm with you. You never judge, you never criticise, you are there when I need a pillar to lean on. Thank you <3

On a side note, I missed two 8am class this week :( Very bad behaviour and ultimate disappointment with mmmmmmmmmmmmeeee-yyyyy alarm hahahahahaha!!

TTFN! Cheers ~

Thoughts on being a final year student

apeculiarfit — Mon, 19 Apr 2010 00:12:07 +0000

On the way to school now, doesn’t feel much different from 8 weeks ago! Life of a yr3, well I’m not worried or anxious or anything. Since how well I can do is pretty much decided ;)

Was thinking since it’s the last sem of actual studying then I’d be off to SZ & everyone else is having internship I think I need to bring my camera out to play :) Speaking of which, I need a new one :(

Thoughts are random so this most is random. There’s a smelly guy standing infront of me on the train! Sigh horrid monday morning :’(

Bean, look!

apeculiarfit — Tue, 13 Apr 2010 13:34:03 +0000

fuck this shit

apeculiarfit — Mon, 12 Apr 2010 14:47:53 +0000

Sigh sometimes life plays such jokes on you that you don’t even know if you should laugh or cry…

Anyways, can’t you just lemme feel angry and pissed off without feeling guilty :’( WHY! DO! YOU! MAKE! ME! FUCKING! FEEL! LIKE! TRASH!!!! Fucking trash :(

I’m utterly shattered. Fuck this shit really.

to kill boredom with words

apeculiarfit — Sun, 11 Apr 2010 10:00:42 +0000

Yay! Yet another day doing nothing- just enjoying each other’s presence! Was walking around j8 & I can’t help reminiscing the past! All the days at mos burger, macs, cafe cartel & GV haha!! The most unforgettable must be when Chia, Onyu & I caught White Noise and freaky incident happened in the loo straight after hahaha…

Well, I like it when we talk about all the uncertainties the future holds for us & know that somehow somewhere we’d be there quietly but surely pushing each other on :)

P.S. J8 is boring shitzzz :/

XXX

Long days, those long lonely days

apeculiarfit — Sat, 10 Apr 2010 12:20:43 +0000

It’s been 5 weeks of holidays now… Pretty fulfilling thus far :) The life of a working adult was sucha distant thought 3 yrs ago!

I succumbed to the fact that we’re older now! Older, but mentally? I don’t know. I think emotionally I am – the emotions just gets more & more complicated as I grow. Not a bad thing, just tiresome perhaps! I wanna be carefree again. I’m glad I have several anchors in my life to keep me rooted & to tide me through the storms. I’m thankful for you, you, you & you- I luv you all so damn much! For keeping me sane amidst the craziness.

Had class gathering ystd :) for Denise’s birthday! Hopefully some pictures soon! Yay, life’s a bitch but look who’s a tougher bitch!! Hiak hiak, you’d nvr get me down!

xxx

thoughts

apeculiarfit — Mon, 29 Mar 2010 05:44:59 +0000

I guess ours is a wireless connection :)

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How apt.

apeculiarfit — Wed, 24 Mar 2010 04:07:16 +0000

“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.” -St. Augustine